Writing my post on the Thursday evening, to publish on the Friday morning.
By the time I finished work that evening my world had turned full circle.
Issues were no longer issues. Concerns seemingly irrelevant.
Issues were no longer issues. Concerns seemingly irrelevant.
Over the past fortnight, my life has been turned upside down.
I have realised just how much I didn't know.
I'm not sure why information wasn't shared.
And I can't get my around what would have been different if the information had been shared.
So, I have concluded.
We are where we are.
I cannot undo what has been done.
The next stages are known.
They are beyond unpleasant.
They will tear at people's sanity more than my own.
But they are known.
And I cannot do anything to change what happens next.
I can influence what I do.
I can find my positives.
And I can become happier.
I can ensure those around me have limited impact.
And I can leave work at work.
And enjoy my family.
And the happiness they bring me.
Oh I hope you are o.k., sounds a bit stressful x
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that things have been so unsettling, but you seem to have managed to get through it with a positive attitude which is wonderful. I hope you remain optimistic x #WotW
ReplyDeleteThis sounds huge, Debbie. All I can really say is that it sounds like you're going to do what you can to focus on family and protecting them, and keeping things happy at home. I do hope the fallout isn't too horrendous for you and you manage to remain optimistic x Thanks for sharing with #WotW and good luck with it.
ReplyDeleteSeems like something big is happening in your household and I hope that everything will be okay. Its so hard to be positive in trying times which shows how brave and strong you are. #wotw
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